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Saturday, July 19, 2008

Lazy Lah

Ehs, it's damn tiring to keep 2 blogs.

Yeah right, like I even blog in them. XD

But anyway, I'm shifting!

Go to my LJ.

Hope I remembered to lock the important entries. =X

Sunday, June 15, 2008

For A Lost Friend

I wish so hard that this is all a joke, but now I know it's not.

Can you believe that I'm breaking my more-than-a-year-long blogging hiatus for you? You must be am chio-ing like nobody's business, at having so many people turning up for your wake, and now my broken hiatus for you.

Ah Lam, just 3 years of knowing you in SU just isn't enough. I wish I had more chances to talk to you. I miss your smiles. I miss your laughter. I can't stand knowing you won't be around at our future gatherings anymore.

You know how the Stupong always makes so many faux pas, and I bet you'll laugh your 大头 off up there when you see me asking where you are at our future gatherings. So! That's why I asked Jodin and Alan to remind me not to shoot my mouth off at the start of anything. Wish me luck! =)

I can't stand looking at our picture. It hurts so bad, do you know that? I wonder when the truth will finally sink in. But you'll always live on in our hearts, for now, and forever more. As in the letter I wrote to you: "This isn't goodbye." It never will be.

Blatantly PS-ed, but then again, you were always the king of PS. Lol...

Tomorrow, it'll be the last time all of us will be seeing you. After tomorrow, you won't be physically on this earth anymore. I can't promise we can be strong seeing you go into the furnace, but I can promise you that we will always celebrate your life in the days to come without you.

Let's see you go out in style for the last time, pong! =)

Monday, September 17, 2007

R.I.P., Yoona

Sometimes, God can be so cruel.

I wish I'd made the effort to see how good you could've been. I don't know why I'm crying for someone I've never met, or even spoke to, but I'm glad that you're in a better place now.

R.I.P., Yoona.

Monday, September 10, 2007

You’re so freaking lazy! Can’t you do all that rubbish work yourself?! I barely have any idea what the hell I’m supposed to do.

FUCK YOU LAH.

I’m getting so miserable at work now.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Why are you so nice? T_T

Monday, June 25, 2007

Mr. Moobs Is Getting Skinnier

I'm usually not one to be impressed by female singers that easily, but Ivy's really OMG in this song. The choreography's damn good, and although I'm not a big fan of her voice ('cos it's kinda too high-pitched for me), I've got to say she's a great performer. Maybe for this song only. =P

I think her MBC Hollywood Bowl performance was better than this, but oh well. She's still good. =D Her facial expressions while dancing are fantastic. I don't know how she does it, but she syncs everything so well. And the dance steps are looooveee. =D

Oh, plus Heechul's freaking funny at the start. Lol... I think I'm going to like the album this song is from. =P The song's super addictive, man. When I first saw her performing this song, I wanted to fast forward because I didn't like her voice, but the song was too addictive, so I stayed and finished watching it. Now I'm hooked. -.-"

And Seungri's also a big fan of Ivy, which makes him my soulmate, 'cos he loves Lena Park too. WHEEEE... I love you, mangnae! ^^

OH! And speaking of good female singers, check out Younha man! I'm a huge fan of her, 'cos she's just amazing, full-stop.

Tell me, how does she make playing a piano and singing at the same time look so easy? T_T

Yay, I taught myself how to read Hangul! ^^ Now for the understanding part. *sigh* Poor Mooby looks skinnier. His face is so sharp now. =( I should go stuff him with plenty of food. ^^

Monday, June 04, 2007

I'm Not Dead, OK

Aish, my internet sucks to the core! Can Singtel just bloody buck up or something? I'm so lonely online, 'cos my MSN won't work! Even Web Messenger doesn't work for me too. *sigh* Lonely people do drastic things, 'k.

Like spoil their own external hard drive when they haven't even burned out the stuff inside.

I can't believe I'm so stupid. Actually, I didn't even do anything to it. It just decided to stop working one day. I hate all my stuff! They keep falling apart!! I'll worry about it another time. I just hope that the stuff inside doesn't get deleted, or I think I'll just DIE.

Just came back from my little shopping trip with Maopong, even though we didn't buy anything. Hahaha... But we tried on loads of clothes! Kinda therapeutic in a way. But kinda sad too, see how much weight I've gained from bumming around. T_T

Even Linggie is lighter than me now!!!!!! That is not good ok!! Low Linggie, please gain back all your weight, I don't care! Wahahaha...

So, Maopong's stories and gossip are super entertaining. You should really get her to tell you everything she knows, 'cos that girl really has nothing better to do than stalk Friendster accounts and other people's blogs. LOL... She provides great entertainment though. And I know she loves me 'cos I provide great reactions to her stories too. Hahahaha...

I'm still bumming at home everyday, which isn't a good thing. SUUUUUUCCCKKKSSS!! I need a job BAAAAAADDD.

Anyway (let's see how many times I say that word in a post), I met up with Jimmy and Yasin recently. The outing where everyone pangseh-ed us! -.-" Yasin, told you I suck at organizing outings already. *faints* Anyway, pics are with Yasin, so Mr. Sulaiman, if you see this, I want them!

Oh yeah, and many thanks to Jimmy who reminded me how to do the next step on the Rubik's cub, which I promptly forgot once I left his sight. Which is damn sad lah. Why's my memory so bad? One day must sit down with him and go through every step, make sure I understand every single one. -.-"

Seal Sports! Whoo, fun! Got lotsa eye candy, and finally got to meet my neighbour, who has pangseh-ed me 3 times 'til date. Lol... Never mind, I forgive him, 'cos I got to see 2 eye candies and made quite a few adorable friends: Melisa, whom I will never forget for giving me the wrong directions to CVSS, and Fitri, who's so scared of stalkers. She's one of the most adorable bungs I've ever seen lah. Hahahaha...

Ooh! And not forgetting the adorable CVSS students too! Secondary school kids grow into puberty late man, I tell ya. This one kid was soooo freakin' cute, and he looked 1o years old when he was actually 14. AHHHH! Freaking' adorable lah!! Shuyi and I were going crazy over him. Hahahaha... We were going crazy over someone else too, but shan't say the name. =P

And someone back at SAFRA also going crazy over someone too lor. -.-" Still can keep rubbing it in today. Grrrr... I want the pics, Woo Maopong!

Aish. But that Shai! One more time he pangsehs me, I'll... Actually, I don't know what I can do to him, that irritating piece of lard.

Anyway, I took lotsa pics at Thailand, and I think Xiaomei's dying to see them, but unfortunately, since my internet doesn't like me, nobody gets to see anything. Happy? Hahahaha... Wait until it's sane enough to let me upload the pics then see how. And I was so proud of the pics I took too! T_T Probably could've gotten an 'A' if I was still taking Photography. Wahahaha...

It's too soon for me, I'm really not ready for this.