*sigh* quite depressed today... jin told me that toro dunno is going to join the 5566 management company or join already... then i very sad, cos this may mean that toro may not be.......... haiz, dun wanna say it... if i say anything, i'll be confirming to myself that energy got no hope liao... lately, i've been in denial over this whole thing... and the worse thing is, milk they all keep saying that they won't split up... yeah, they won't split up, but toro will leave rite? irritating... i dun want anything like this to happen... then i saw the ad for 非常人物 (sunday 5:30pm ch54) and toro was so happy there, even karate chop niunai, and i feel so 心痛 cos i was like thinking 'wat wld u think at that time if u knew that a short while later, u'd be having problems w/ the rest of the band?'... know wat i mean? really really sad....

and i saw jay zhou's news on enews, he gave his first screen kiss away!!! i saw him kissing the girl and i was like 'OMIGOD!!! eeyer....' cos he kiss until very 投入 liddat, sigh, i wish i was the girl, hahaaha... he was filming the mv for 'qing tian'... that song so sad leh!! hahaha...

yesterday i went to queue up to buy these tix to some energy 聚会 thing and i also called trina to go... stupid, the tix all sold out rite after i hung up!! i was like so pissed, and so upset, cos they put there 2-5 and they sold out in like 15min? come on lor, dun they know that singaporeans so kiasu, they won't take 3hrs to take their time and collect the tix one rite? summore this is energy, 偶像明星 leh! haiz... so angry!