*sigh* got scolded today... now i know why that time can get praised 2 days in a row... is to lead up to today, where i get a real big scolding... i dunno wat's wrong w/ me really... the customer said she wanted green curry w/out beef, that means plain, then i know i heard her, i still put down w/ beef... then later cynthia (my co-worker) call me over and ask me whether i put wrong order then i remembered... then i have to pay for that dish lor, then they go and change... then later my boss called me over and gave me this huge scolding... he was like 'what's wrong w/ u? wat r u trying to prove?' hello! wat a stupid question to ask! like i'm gonna say 'how did u know i was trying to prove that i'm really dumb and clumsy?' i feel so angry at myself, can't even do my job well... studies also no good, even work also no good, i'm such a social failure... then i got my pay today, and altogether, $60 was deducted frm my pay... so i only got abt $100... pathetic... lemme juz cry in my pillow... thank goodness 2ml is a saturday...

i met xiaomei, ash, lavina and michelle at yunya court later... heard wat they had to say abt their first days at jc... then ash asked me whether i knew a ting ting... haha, i forgot that ting went to ac liao! :P i was so happy, also dunno y... then xiaomei showed me her sajc stuff... i like her jc's uniform tho, it's so nice! *sigh*