today was my first day at dome and... i think it's great! cos the rest of the crew very helpful and very friendly.... i think i most of the time only giving myself stress... and normally after abt 1 or 2 hrs i'll go back to my crazy self liao, but i never, haha... throughout the whole 4 hrs (god, it seemed soooo long k...), i was like: "*tiny voice* how u do this?" urgh... i feel so disgusted at myself... hahaha... and u know wat? they even let u have staff drink! so u can ask for ice coffee or watever watever... hahaha... but i din try yet, cos i din dare... i think the most difficult thing is the taking orders part... cos really got alot of things to rmb!! got alot of short form... think i'll go crazy... then when serve coffee to customers hor... wah lau! muz turn the handle this way, make watever watever face the customers this way... think i'll ki siao man....

then abt hotel intercontinental... i think i've to ignore them lor... even tho i dun wanna do that... i realised i can't even bun up my hair, or i'll look super weird... like a boy who go and play play stick a bun of hair on his head behind... hahaha... that's how i look... that's y while ana explaining the order thing to us, she say can take off the beret, i never... :P then i this morning went to call the hotel but no one answer... so how?!! i'm still going mad... wat if i dun go and... and they expect me to pay?! oh shit.. i'm freaking out....

on a lighter note, i bought the zaizai cd liao... so i'm going to his autograph session on sat w/ beak! >_< but i'm cutting it really close, cos i'm rushing there straight after my jap lesson... hope i get there in time... i think i will lah... wish me luck!

and... i dreamed abt eg last nite!! hmmm, can't really rmb wat it was abt, but i was their 青梅竹马... all of them, how freaky is that? hahahaha, and i can't rmb whether toro was inside anot... normally i dream of artistes not liddat one... i wake up and i can still remember the dream clearly... but 最近 i realise that all my dreams of eg all liddat, i can't rmb at all... :(