decided le! i've to join sg idol! it's not i want one ok... it's xiang made me go... last nite i finally managed to talk to her at last... cos it's been AGES since i've talked to her, and she's been trying to contact me ever since last week i think, but suay suay i always not around the phone when she calls, then i always forget to call her back... hahahaha... she really find me until very xin ku... :P

yah, so i finally called her back last nite, and we talked for abt 4hrs i think!! oh my goodness... until 3am then we hung up, cos we really got alot of things to tell each other, and juz not enough time... even after we had to hang up, i still got alot of things haven't tell her... i miss her so much man! next time really muz go on ktv outing again... hahahah... yah, but her main purpose in trying to contact me was to get me to go to sg idol auditions... actually i didn't want to, cos muz sing english songs... then i wanna sing chinese songs mah... but she still made me join, so i've to go and get the form lor... haiz...

but i'm very scared! i think i sing very teh, and i seriously dun have the looks... i scared i dun get in, k, i dun mind not getting in, is i dun get in and i get featured on tv, so embarrassing! cos i dun want ppl i know seeing me on tv mah... ARGH! i feel so confused! but i shall make myself go... cos i know it's a good experience and all that, even though i'm sooo against it... but i still think the whole thing is a joke leh... haiz...

btw, i prob won't be updating my blog as frequently as i can cos my com is being repaired... AGAIN... my bro says it has a virus and apparently, it's my fault... AGAIN... damn him lah... i know i didn't d/l it... bit torrent doesn't d/l viruses... crazy kid... think he knows so much abt computers... so now it's at my godma's house lor... cos tony kor kor is fixing it for us... but i juz met mama leh, and she said tony kor kor said it's not spoilt at all... see! and my stupid brother deleted all my energy videos for nothing again! do u know how kek sim i feel?! ARGH!!!

toro's coming on saturday!! yayyyy!!!