i hate tubes of cream.

cos i have this tube of pimple cream to apply cos i've like SO many pimples... T_T yah, and cos i'm wearing glasses, i've to take them off to apply the cream rite? and i've to go really close to the mirror cos i can't see... so when i uncap the tube, i squeeze it, and the cream juz SPURTS out suddenly liddat! i tell u, my mirror is really cream spattered... i hate these tubes, but i can't do w/out them either, cos my pimples will probably multiply and multiply until i can call myself pimple town, instead of angel... :P

probably my 2nd breakdown

i had my 2nd breakdown last thurs, cos of something edith said... i dunno, i'm juz really angry at kids like her... grrr... she asked me how much pay i got and when i told her $500, she was so shocked, cos she had abt half my pay... then wat made me pissed off was that she said "i'm like u leh, i cheong for 1 month, then i slack for 2 months... i plan when i wanna cheong u know?"

know why that made me angry? cos the reason why she "cheong"s is bcos she wants to go SHOPPING... ok, now that i type it out, i dun really see why i shld get so worked up, but it DOES... cos i'm NOT like her and i DUN WANT to be like her... i dun want to be put in the same category as her cos she's working for extra cash, and i'm working to support myself... see the difference? i dun cheong for one month, i cheong for EVERY month, cos i wanna earn as much as possible so my dad doesn't have to give me pocket money...

he's even borrowing money frm ME to give pocket money to my brother to go sch... can u imagine how bad that is? so i dun wanna burden him by taking any money frm him... summore i kinda regret taking up the jap course, cos i shld be saving up the money for poly in case i need extra cash... haiz... big problem... so anyway, i kept thinking abt edith's words the whole day and worse still when i got home, i saw cyndi on tv... wat a way to make my day... so in the end i got so worked up i juz locked myself in my room and cried my eyes out...

frm an outsider's point of view, it prob makes sense to tell edith how i feel rite? WRONG. everything to her is abt 'me, me, me'... it makes me tired juz talking to her... NOT looking forward to working w/ her 2ml... so suay... T_T

the book i'm reading - 开水冰

the guy's name inside is 郭逸群... when i saw the name, i started daydreaming for awhile, imagining how nice it'd be for my future hubby's name to be 郭 as well... can u imagine how bad my 花痴 is getting? instead of getting over toro, it's getting worse, cos when the female lead referred to 郭逸群's mom as 郭妈妈, i went into even worse 花痴 mode... hahahahahaahah...

nyjc synergy concert on friday

the concert was ok... found the guzheng as boring as usual... i can never appreciate guzheng, or the chinese orchestra, come to think of it, i juz can't! i dun think i'm a real chinese girl then... hahaahhaha... or maybe i'm too influenced by the west? then how come i'm listening to chinese songs? hmmm...

but the harmonica performances were great! u know why? cos there's a 大帅哥 called willy inside! :P he's prob their prez or something... and he's damn shuai! and talented! cos he can play the harmonica and piano... he played the piano accompaniment for the others, but i think his rhythm abit cuckoo, cos he got faster and faster and the others had a hard time trying to catch up... hahaahhaah... i wanted to laugh, but tried not to, cos the guys behind me were willy's frens, that's how i knew his name, cos they kept shouting "go willy!" between each piece... lol... u know how ppl who wanna shout together will go "ok, 1, 2, GO WILLY!" liddat? hahahaha... then summore they sit right behind, i can hear them 一清二楚... hahahahaha...

the ppl playing harmonica looked abit like chickens too, their heads bobbing back and forth... ok, i'm juz mean... :P but i wanted to laugh, juz imagining how swollen their lips will look if they have a harmonica concert... :P and there was also this guy in the guzheng, he looked really gay playing it... LOL... k, being mean again... :P

debbie played saxophone for guitar club... so surprised she joined guitar! cos she was frm st. john's in PL... and she still look so pretty, w/ the makeup and all that, even tho she still looks like a bung as usual... but then again, all those who knew her frm PL all know she's not... she's so chio! i'm so jealous... T_T and there was this part in the song where she had to take a real alarm clock and let it ring a few times, cos it fit the song... the audience laughed when she held it up and let it ring... at first she was kinda embarrassed, but later she juz grinned and even posed w/ the alarm clock while she let it ring... LOL, lamer...

the choir performed the last... did a medley of songs frm miss saigon... actually the whole thing was like a mini musical, w/ the traditional costumes and girls and guys holding hands and looking lovingly into each other's eyes and all that... and all that moving around the stage as well... kinda pity the girls cos the guys are seriously toot looking! if i were them, i'll prob puke on him while i'm singing... haahahahaha... no wonder everyone says jc got no shuai ges... well, have lah, but even if have all look the same, all one type one, u realise? :P melinda was also in the choir... *major puke* disgusting girl... still can't stand her... hahaahahah... her mouth never opened much, it looked such a big contrast w/ all the girls around her opening their mouths so wide to sing properly... throw my choir girl face... T_T

pearlyn had a new hairstyle and when i saw her, i thot she really looked like wanni... very scary resemblance... hair exactly the same and her clothes for that day looked something like how wanni would wear... SCAREE... we fooled around at the circular thingy at the entrance there cos pearlyn wanted to take pics, and also "顺便" take pics of her crush in the background... cos he was having a camp w/ the student council... hahaahahah... then me and cheryl felt so stupid fake-posing for her while she actually zoomed in on her crush behind us... LOL...

the 3 of us went to circus later to meet beak at mac's... then we juz chatted until 11:30 b4 we shared a cab home... beak let me see the pics that jin took at the eg events and there are lotsa 独家 HEEYUGE kunda pics (as in his face inside all very HUGE) that are super cute! i ordered all of them le, so when i get them, hope i can take a pic of it and show u all, cos i got no scanner... :p

vj funfair on saturday

my mom is the most i-dunno-wat person i have ever met! she can take the phone and sit in the toilet and chat on it! and i suay suay wanna bathe, but can't, cos she's obviously inside (and may i add: NOT using the toilet as well) and i can't use the one in the master bedroom cos she doesn't allow us to bathe in there... so since i can't bathe, i wanna call diana up and tell her i'll be late cos my DARLING mother is hogging the toilet, but i can't! cos YES, she's in the TOILET, using the PHONE... my GOODNESS...

so obviously i was late in meeting diana... we were supposed to go to vj together... xiaomei cancelled on us last min cos her mom dun let her go and she woke up late anyway... called hpy when we reached there and when i found her, she bagak w/ diana to suan me... -_________-" after that THEN she finally finds it in her heart to give me a big hug... -________________-" wat a fren... went to find jarm at her stall to give her her letter (i lost her letter AND the vj funfair tic she sold to me... $10 down the drain... T_T PLUS her long letter as well... T___T)...

met lotsa ppl whom i haven't met in a long time... hpy, jarm, ting, charleen, weixiu, sara, evelyn, amanda, clarence, huiwen (puke), and their respective mrs clarence and mrs huiwen, nip (who din see me and i was lazy to wave a hand in front of his face), xinjie (who din even recognise me when i was right beside jarm when she (xinjie) said hi to her (jarm)... how NICE...), skirty, huili, lavina, jessica, sher, sherilyn, even debbie was there! found janbad (hpy and jarm's fren) familiar, until hpy clarified my doubts by telling me that she was w/ jarm when we went to the 5566 autograph session at hmv eons ago... no wonder she's so familiar! she even said to me that i looked familiar too! hahahahahah... hpy pointed mikan out to me too... still dun think he's THAT shuai, but at least he isn't that bad looking... so jarm's taste still not as bad... hahahahaah...

went to queue at haunted house later while ash and diana they all went to enjoy themselves playing bball... kaoz, was so damn pissed when i msg-ed them w/ the intention of asking them to come over and at least accompany me so i won't be alone, cos jarm has to go man her stall until 3, and hpy wasn't around... but diana juz msged back w/ an "orh, when u get to the front then u tell me" shit man! u think i'm who?? queue up in this damn long queue in the stifling heat and u all go and enjoy urselves ah? i was damn buay song lor, so i didn't reply her, fully intending to NOT let them know even if i was going to go in to the haunted house... thankfully hpy came along later to accompany me, my darling hpy! thanks sooo much!

and in the end the others STILL came over to cut queue... i really wanted to diao them, but i was too busy saying hi to christine... she's diana's fren in AC and i only met her once when i went to the AC match but 2nd time i met her still think she's a very fun person! hahahaahah... jasmine was also there... another girl frm their team, but i din talk to her much until later, cos i dunno her that well... know christine btr, cos diana and i met her to go to the AC match the other time... yah, so once i said hi to the others, i juz told them to queue there while me n jarm went off to get some food... i even dumped my bag on them... dun care man!

got some chocolate fondue (juz fruits on a stick w/ choc sauce... -____-") then went back... serve them rite for having some trouble in getting in cos since i was queueing up, i bought a ticket liao, then later all the tickets sold out and they dun have tix, only me, jarm n hpy have... then i very 幸灾乐祸, cos they really deserve it... i told u, if u piss me off, i'm not a nice person... muahahaahah... :P so they argue w/ the ppl running the thing... summore is that bitchy jasmine there... she in PL already bitchy, go VJ still as bitchy as ever... how she managed to get into vj i really dunno... lol...

the haunted house was really scary!! i was made to be the first to walk in front and bcos of that, we spent 5 whole min stuck juz inside of the entrance, cos i refused to move forward, i was damn freaked out... then the others behind were like "eh, move in front leh!" and i didn't want to... funny how i let them be the ones in front but no one volunteered, but yet when i dun wanna move, they ask me to move... -________-" so they all kinda pushed me into the middle of that dark corridor where i stopped again and refused to move, no matter wat... cos there was some kinda pit in front and someone was inside 扭扭捏捏, dunno wat she doing... juz can faintly see someone inside twisting here n there, abit like the ghosts in ju-on... *shudders*

i still didn't wanna move and i even accidentally scratched jarm in the process cos i was panicking lah... finally jarm went first, followed by hpy who was probably welded onto jarm's back or something (for someone who went in earlier, she didn't seem all that confident either) so i could only squeeze between hpy and the person behind her... dunno who it was... prob huili or lavina... couldn't tell, cos i was juz blindly grabbing hands and asking whose hands they were... i die also dun wanna be the last man! >_< and so suay, reach the end of the corridor have to turn the corner and that stupid "kayako" have to come out when it's my turn... i got a big shock when i saw one black hair and white clothes person on all fours in front of me...

went into the next room not that bad, cos got more ppl, even though they were all ghosts... i'd sorta calmed down again, but got agitated AGAIN when someone reached out frm behind the curtain beside me and touched me... god, i kept screaming and screaming throughout the whole thing i think i can get heart attack... the others were probably freaked out by my screaming, not by the "ghosts"... it was so obvious i was the only one really freaked out by everything... summore got this girl at first sitting at the couch holding this baby doll smiling at all of us when we came in... but when we stopped at this table where the ppl were offering us "ghost food" (sausages in ketchup, and some rice krispies thingy), she got up and came over to us, trying to touch all of us, STILL smiling in that creepy way... tell u, i kept hiding behind hpy the whole time, trying to keep as close to the table as possible, cos at least the ghosts there were BEHIND the table and NOT trying to touch us...

then since they all knew i was the most scared, she came over to me... then there was another girl sitting on the floor in front, wanting to touch us w/ her red painted hand... then i dun want her touch me, cos she'll dirty my hand, so i had to move closer to that doll-carrying girl... then that silly girl wanted to touch me again, i was so freaked out and knocked her hand away, sorta whimpering "dun touch me!" so throw face, i tell u... >_< the girl w/ the paint on her hands wanted to laugh at me i think... cos when i looked at her, her mouth sorta crooked into a tiny smile, but she tried to make it seem as if she's 奸笑-ing... uh uh uh... won't work! i saw ya! which proves that haunted house ghosts r still humans... :P and the ghost which most didn't scare me was this lame guy, who was holding this blue lightstick, pointing towards the next room and shuffling to us while moaning "there.... there...." ok, i admit i still cringed away frm him, but that was bcos i was severely affected by that doll-carrying freak... if i wasn't affected by her, i'd probably be laughing at him... then i can imagine if i laugh at him, the more he try to scare me by saying "BOO!" and all that... AHAHAHAHAH... so lame... :P

summore liddat not enough, still got ONE more room to go! some more muz go up stairs and all that... at least not that scary anymore, even though got some furry thing drop into my face when i suay suay going up, so i scream again... then summore the others never kena, only me... T_T so we went up all the LT stairs and walked past all these other "ghosts" who did their usual scaring act... i wasn't that scared anymore... but for safety measures, i still glued myself to hpy in front, cos i scared i kena scared until fall over the chairs and roll all the way down... not a very 优雅 way to die u know...

then after that i used the coupons that weixiu gave me to buy 4 packets of fruits that clarence was selling, then shared them w/ the others... also gave one packet to jarm, cos she was hungry... then me, ash, diana, christine, youfei, jasmine, n jasmine's fren (until now still dunno wat's his name!) went to swensen's... i ate the cookie summit! mmm... yummy! then me, youfei and diana got into a cab n rushed down to suntec to meet sally, cos we decided to catch a movie "50 first dates"... the taxi uncle damn funny sia... we ask him how long it'll take, he say 5min, then we all very happy, cos already past 6:30 liao, and the movie's at 7, summore sally dunno how to go there and we haven't buy tix yet... but later go on the expressway the time, got traffic jam cos of roadworks... then the uncle say "orh, then liddat i think half an hr ba?" then all of us started panicking... until we found out he was bluffing us... -___-" uncle, dun liddat hor, we'll get heart attack one... so we decided to change location, go PS watch btr, cos the movie there starts at 7:20... youfei was already on the phone w/ sally asking her to change location when juz nice we drove past the roadworks and the road was clear again... -_________-" so, we still ended up at suntec...

then very funny... in the taxi, diana thought she'd left her wallet at swensen's, but when we got out, youfei found it, so never mind... but i kena influenced by her, so i was looking for my phone and i cldn't find it and i started panicking... i asked them to search on the taxi floor while i searched in my bag and all of us were panicking, say cannot find when youfei suddenly looked up and pointed at my hand and was like "THERE!" hehehe... i had it in my hand the whole time... :P

diana and i went into the theatre first cos youfei went to fetch sally, cos our dear lao di doesn't know how to go to the cinema... then summore we cldn't get seats together, all of us were sitting separately... but when diana and i went in first, juz nice got these seats 4 in a row, so we sat there but later this couple came n sat beside us, cos it's their seats, so cannot... then later ANOTHER couple came and we were sitting in theirs, so we went upstairs... so lame ok, it was already like dunno how many minutes into the show? probably half an hr ba! then they come in liddat might as well dun watch the movie lor, let us have the seats! aiyoh... so we went to squeeze w/ youfei and sally in their 3-seater... *sigh*

after the movie, we still spent like half an hr trying to figure out which money was whose, cos i paid for all the movie tickets, and youfei paid for taxi fare, n diana paid for my icecream... so we took a REALLY long time trying to figure out... we all breathed a sigh of relief when we finally figured everything out man... :P