my com still haven't fix yet! argh! i'm at my nanny's house using her com... *sigh* oh! i tell u something... i dreamt of toro again! yeah! hahaahhaah... ok, find a nice chair to sit in cos this is gonna be quite long... :P *wriggles around excitedly*

i was in a van facing the back, looking out the windows... the windows were abit funny, cos instead of seeing scenery, i was watching a tv show... how weird... i had an older sis in the dream, and i was watching tv-window w/ her and a few other ppl... at first we were watching something abt toro, so i became very excited and turned around saying "he's coming leh!" there were 7 ppl sitting behind me (i was sitting alone by myself)... they were in 2 rows facing each other... and the row w/ their backs facing me had 3 ppl in it... suddenly the person on my extreme right in that row turned around and said "我不是在这里了吗?" and he was toro!! he looked exactly like this pic i have of him in my phone, w/ the same clothes and same hair... i think that pic was in lime a few issues back... he had on a long sleeved shirt and he had golden brown hair... it was taken b4 the snow angel show... so once he said that, everyone laughed, including me, cos i realised my mistake...

at first i very confused, but it turned out that my older sis was dunno the zhu li or xuan chuan for toro so i kinda tagged along and became wang yu jie's sorta zhu li... so when i figured out the situation, i took a better look at the ppl in the van... i couldn't identify everyone, but i saw wang yu jie sitting beside toro, and yan xing shu facing toro and my sis sitting 2 seats away frm yan xing shu... when toro said "我不是在这里了吗?" my sis also said at the same time "isn't he here already?" so when we all laugh finish, i said "why i always talk abt u in the the third person when ur already here?" then i turned away and pretended to gush over wang shaowei in shao nian te gong dui (someone had changed the channel in the tv-window) w/ the others, even tho i preferred toro... :P

we were in the van in a country which reminded me of malaysia... so i'm guessing they were going to xuan chuan in m'sia? cos the van was driving up a mountain to a mountain resort, abit like in genting, even though i've never been there... the scene changed to we were reaching the resort... it must've been a few days after the previous scene, cos our clothes had changed and we were sitting in different positions, like in a circle... i was wearing a cap pulled down really low and i had the flu... i remember blaming hpy (who was also there, surprisingly) cos i'd gotten it frm her, and she blamed another girl sitting between us cos hpy got it frm HER... i turned to look at my sis and she grinned at me and said she didn't have flu anymore, and i remembered she was the 1st out of all of us to get it so i shouted jokingly at her "it's all ur fault lah!"... throughout the whole thing, the 3 artistes were juz watching us in amusement, never talk much... in fact, i only dream of toro talking, the others were mutes... :P

when i finished scolding my sis, i looked out the windows and realise we were driving in the resort liao, juz haven't reach the main entrance yet... i looked at the buildings and they were really pretty! all white and the interior designing also very nice! look abit like condos liddat, then decorate until very nice... very 5-starish... i happened to see fire in one of the rooms and black smoke billowing out frm the doorway, so i said "look! that place on fire!" and the others all crowded to the windows and went "where? where?" hahahaha... typical singaporeans... :P later we drove to the reception area and i let everyone get down first... it was only when wang yu jie and yan xing shu walked past me that i realised toro also let everyone get down first... cos wang yu jie and yan xing shu sitting between us mah... i sat there looking at him but he didn't make any move to get down first so i got up... he was wearing a blue and white cap and lowered his head so i couldn't see his face... when i walked past him, abt to get down, he suddenly said w/ his head still lowered "can u help me up?"... so i stopped and reached out my hand to him to pull him up...

common sense is u grab ppl's hand to pull urself up rite? but toro didn't... he grabbed my WRIST instead and is abt like he 刻意 dun wanna grab my hand liddat... then when i pulled him up, he immediately let it go and went down first, din say thanks or anything... i was kinda hurt, cos already become abit 暧昧 between us, and why he dun say anything? haahahahahah... but i din say anything and went down also... but bcos i was delayed by him, by the time i reached the pile of luggage, the other zhu lis had already taken the luggage they were supposed to take... so i was left w/ wyj's and some 杂的... how come i even found a pen and a pencil in the pile??? er.... hahahahaa... even though this pile is prob the smallest out of all the luggage that the others had to carry, but i'm still a puny girl! so i looked up, hoping to see toro come over to help me... but instead, i saw him going into the building where the burning room i pointed out was... he go there to kpo kpo lah... summore the others had already taken their luggage and walked off quite a distance already but luckily 2 of the 工作人员 came over and helped me...

over the time we stayed at the resorts, i kept going over to toro's room on the pretense of seeing my sis, but actually is to see him... hahahahahah... and u know i was so nice to him? i made soup for him and all that! how i got the means to do that when i dun have the equipment i also dunno lah, but i did... hahahahah... then i think by that time he also know i like him le, but he never say or do anything, summore is sometimes 乎冷乎热 to me, make me very confused... finally i couldn't take it and i told me sis i was going home... funny, i wasn't there at the time (cos i was at the airport) but i could see my sis in toro's room scolding him "angel is at the airport waiting for her flight home now! if u really like her then go and look for her!" so 偶像剧 like! then the rest i dunno whether is i imagine or i really dream it... so i'll juz treat it as my own ending... he really ran to the airport, and he saw the backview of a girl wearing a cap... cos i wore a cap throughout the time i stayed at the resort, he thot it was me and ran over to turn her around... but turns out is not her! *gasp* so he says sorry and turns around to look for me and he sees me standing a few metres away looking at him... that's all... HAHAHAAHAH... so drama!! WAHAHAHAHAHA...

anyway, dreams aside, i got alot of things to say too... now i know y bun likes alex band frm the calling... he's so shuai! i mite consider buying their album, cos they dun sound too bad... 我觉得我越来越喜欢摇滚音乐了... yaaayyy...

has anyone seen 南拳妈妈's new mv 小时候? got jay! and he even sings in it too! that is so cool! someone tell me why is that so? hahaahahahah... k, i'm finally done blogging... goodbye for now... :P