warn your warmth to turn away

ooooooohhhhh... i really HATE that aloysius! at first i pitied him, and i didn't even really hate him... k, so i was kinda mean and laughed at him for being autistic, but in the end, i still make an effort and try to be his fren... afterall, he din do anything to me and was nice enough to lend me his jacket last time...

but after that time he, carissa, huimin and nick had a big argument during class discussion in med soc last week, i thought he had something against they 2... huimin and carissa i mean... cos everytime he walk past he'll turn his head away immediately and walk away... i mean, that's ok, cos i can understand ur angry at them... but like andrea said, guys aren't that petty, they're not like girls who hold grudges for a long time... besides, he also insulted the both of them u know... he told huimin to "shut up if u have nothing to say"...

so anyway, the argument was between the 4 of them and i had nothing to do w/ it... i juz asked them to calm down and dun argue anymore... but no, seems like now he and nick bears a grudge against the 4 of us: huimin, carissa, me and samantha... and poor samantha is like the most poor thing cos she's the one whose 个性 is 最温和 one... even now, she's trying to calm me down, cos my msn nick rite now is: ★[can't u juz leave us alone? we dun owe u a fucking living alrite? i despise u!] [对你那么好干嘛? 你只是下贱的小人而已!]★

cos u know wat? he seems to think the 4 of us are bimbotic... hello, if we are, we'd be air-kissing each other like kelly and squealing at every freaking thing... we'd be as dim as lightbulbs and we'd be SO FREAKING CHIO EVERY GUY IN THE SCH WOULD WANNA CHASE AFTER US! but we're not, so wat's the point of calling us bimbos? samantha overheard him complaining to nick that he hates ppl who use 'lor' all the time... meaning us... we're the only ppl who still speak singlish in prob the whole of the course where everyone is so angmoh-fied... fucking hell... and his nicks on msn are so bloody against us... one time it was "i have the right to insult stupid ppl"... he meant carissa cos of the med soc argument... and another was "instead of thinking me to be 'like that one LOR', why not evaluate yourself as a person?"... yeah, why not fucking evaluate YOURSELF as a person? ur not any fucking btr alrite?

it was not her freaking fault! if u ever see him, u'd know wat i mean... he's like so cynical, like he hates the world in general... anyway, wat makes me so pissed off is that he writes the rest of us off as bimbos as something juz bcos of his argument w/ carissa and huimin... ok, maybe this is all abt me, but i have a right to be pissed off! I DO NOT LIKE BEING 误会!!! i know i'm not a bimbo and i can prove it to u! which bimbo plays bball? which bimbo doesn't even walk like a girl? which bimbo is flat like an airport runway? ME! i'm proud to admit it! bcos I AM NOT A BIMBO!!!

so he thinks we speak singlish all the time so it's not cool? frm now on, i'll either speak in chinese or in So Perfect English That It Will Hurt His Ears To Hear Me Speak. bloody hell.. dun mess w/ me or u'll get more than u bargained for, aloysius! i dun like ppl insulting me OR my frens!