woah, last nite can say is the scariest nite of my life... i really dunno wat happened, issit wat i ate or something? cos i came home at 12.30, after watching the 9.45 show w/ carissa and huimin, 'the village'... man, the plot is damn nice! MUZ SEE! so anyway, i thot my parents sleeping le, but my mom was still up when i reached home... sorta scolded me abit lah, but i said sorry... then i ate a cold dinner lor.. lol...

重点到了... after i went to bed, my stomach really very pain... then i went to the toilet to lao sai... but the thing is, is pain until cannot take it, but nothing come out... then worse still was, suddenly my chest felt very stuffed up, i cannot breathe, and really is wheeze and wheeze non-stop... i can't breathe! i was panicking man... then trying to calm myself down, but really my chest feel like got something inside, all stuffed up, i cough but even my cough also like very weak liddat... then i felt like throwing up, but i tried not to... some more on top of that my stomach was killing me... i was really very scared, i thought i was going to die... then i kept praying and praying, keep saying i dun wanna die...

k, then after i come out of the toilet, stomach ok le, but still got problems breathing... i very tired, but i dun dare to sleep, cos i scared i sleep already cannot wake up... so i went to wake my dad up and told him... i think i that time very scared le, breathing in short gasps, almost want to cry... then he got that hong3 you2 for me and ask me to rub under my nose, then ask me dun sleep, sit up for awhile... so i went to my room and on the lite... i was so scared i even wrote a postcard saying "to everyone: if i dun make it through 2nite, i luv u"... k, it sounds stupid now, but i really believed i was going to die ok...

in the end i 3am then sleep, cos i went to drink hot water, dun dare to lie down, just kept sitting up for a long time... and my dad even told me dun cover my head w/ the blanket, which i normally do for no reason... i also dunno leh, i always wake up in the morning and find my blanket over my head... muz be bcos i pull it over to block out the sun... yah, so anyway, i'm so thankful i didn't die before my bday, and i really thank God for helping me make it through... *takes a deep breath*