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[x] Loves Yunnie and his moobs.
[x] Thinks Jae is the prettiest boy on earth.
[x] Adores the bubble-butt's butt (and his voice).
[x] Disgusted by Chunnie's slime, but loves him unconditionally. No, REALLY.
[x] Minnie is da MAN!

/gossip


/loves

Abby
Adelene
Ah Fat
Ah Gong
Ah Tan
Alan
Alison
Alvin
Andrew

Beak
Beatrice
Beatrice
Belinda
Birdy
Boy Boy
Boyfriend
Brandon

Caleb
Cassandra
Charlene
Charles
Chee Wee
Cherie
Cheryl
Cheryl
Chuckie
Con
Crystal

Dada
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Darice
Denise
Derek
Di

Elaine
Elaine
Elene
Emelia
En
Eng Meng
Eric

Farhan
Fazly
Flannery
Francis

Gavin
Genevieve
Glenn
Guan Peng
Guang

Han
Han Ee
Hannah
Han Wei
HPY
Huileng
Hwee Ching

Jacq
James
Jarm
Jason
Jeanette
Jessica
Jiayi
Jiexian
Jinghui
Joanna
Jodin
Julia
JY

Kai
Katherine
Kazumi
KC
Keat
Kegan
Kit
Krystal

Lai Hock
Larrina
Lay Kuan
Leonard
Lindee

Mel Mel
Moo
Mr Tan

Nat
Nisa
Nor Nor

Ou Yang

Pammie
Pei Hui
Peiqi

Saf
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Sarah
Sharon
Shawn
Shaz
Shep
Sherry
Shi Qian
Shuyi
Siok
6 Jays
Songda
Suting

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Terence
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Ting
Tom
Tric
Trina
Twinnie

Vicnan
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Winsor

Xiaofen
Xiuhui

Yali
Yao Ming
Yasin
Yee Ping
Yong Zhuang
Yvonne
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skin by heroine
Monday, September 13, 2004

k, now for the autograph session at j8... reached there around 9, but couldn't cut jingfen and siwei's queue cos they were sandwiched rite in the middle of the block... said hello to zoey and mango then went to find pheobe... she's the short girl i met at zpop that time... so i sat w/ her for awhile then when the security guards started moving ppl up, jin suddenly called me, asking me to quickly go and find them... i think i very funny, talk halfway to pheobe and jin when suddenly juz jump up and wave hurriedly before running off like a mad woman... i'm juz amazed that no one tried to stop me say i cut queue or watever... ppl juz stare at me while i ran past them... lol... in the end managed to catch up w/ them at the open air space, juz before they went into the barricades... until jin called me, i thought she was only on her way there... reach also never let me know... -___-"

beak was in sch, and she said she was gonna take cab down after her stuff... her one cutting very close so we were all very worried for her... summore security SUPER strict this time, wanna go out also muz get this pass to go out... kaoz, then u never see the line to go out... jin wanna shit also muz wait half an hr in the queue juz to go toilet... and even then, we got alot of things to worry abt... how to get beak in, how to get a cd for me... blah blah blah... beak we couldn't do anything, but i managed to get mango to buy a cd for me... got ahdi's gong zai... surprised? :P i'm gonna buy pheobe's extra milk gong zai mah... the more i look at it, the more cute i think it is... hahaahhaha... :P

then also got one time me n jin were listening to 'yi zhi dao zui hou' playing over the speakers... we both had tears in our eyes, cos the song so nice... hahaha, we're thinking of making it our niaos song... :P i'm so glad that i'm ok w/ the niaos now, suddenly i love them alot! ^_^

eg were surprisingly punctual (well, as punctual as u'd expect them to be) and danced 'hey you' first... u know wat? i love this auto session bcos everything was soooo... so touching... first was when they sang "yi zhi dao zui hou" and the music got cut off halfway... they didn't care and continued singing acapella... hello! since when do u ever get to hear them sing live and not lip sync? milk kinda spoiled it cos he wasn't really singing in tune, but i was too caught up in the whole atmosphere to care... everyone was singing along w/ them and it was juz a very touching moment lah...

the touching stuff didn't juz stop there... zhiyong came up later and said someone very special frm tw was here... we all thought it was liang jingru, but it wasn't! it was yellow ge! omigod, when i saw him, i was so freaking happy! i think all the lao jiaos will understand how i feel... haahahahhaha... even though i was kinda scared of him in the past, but i really screamed when i saw him come onstage... he very cute, come onstage only ask "who am i?" and everyone screamed "yellow ge!!!" waahhhh... ahdi very funny, laugh and cry... kunda was the first to hug him, and shuwei actually carried him... yellow ge commented that shuwei has become stronger, got the strength to carry him now... hahahahaha... then shuwei also said that yellow ge initially lied to them, say he couldn't see them cos he had work to do, muz go back tw... but he actually came to see them, and he said actually the others all went back already, but he wanted to stay and see energy... so touching!! milk wanted to carry him also, but yellow ge was like "dun want, dun want..." then still 退幾下... hahaahahah, so funny... think milk muz be very hurt now...

oh, i think milk is the nicest person on earth btw... :P throughout their performance, he was the only one who kept waving to jingfen and me... ^_^ k, the auto session started and dunno when, i turned around and i saw beak had arrived... i didn't know wat happened, but it seemed like she'd sprained her ankle and had trouble even standing... her face was very red, and she had tears juz rolling down her cheeks... i was so worried that i even forgot abt energy, and almost wanted to cry, cos she was in so much pain...

by the time we got to the side of the stage, beak was like hyperventilating, dunno whether is asthma or wat, but i was very worried... connie like couldn't really be bothered... jin said she and the other gzry like dun really believe beak really sick, they think she faking it... KAOZ... anyway, ahdi was first, and since siwei was in front of me, i heard jingfen (who was in front of siwei) asking ahdi something, but i couldn't really hear... so i went to ask ahdi whether he thought he looked like siwei... do u know wat happened before that? when ahdi saw siwei the time, he took a double take, like glance once, then quickly turn back and stare at him again... hahahahahaha... so anyway, ahdi kept pointing at siwei and say "他比较帅,他比较帅..." oh please lor! ahdi, u dunno wat ur getting urself into! i think u more shuai than siwei ba? hahahaahha... but we all got to shake his hand... hahahahaha...

next was kunda... i everytime come to kunda always very scared de, cos he's too shuai le, dunno wat to say... so i juz kept staring at him, thinking that his skin become very dark le... then when he look up, he saw me staring and smiled at me... i smiled back and did that "ganbatte" action... he nodded and smiled at me again... lol... then he went back to signing... i dunno wat to do also, then the line not moving, then i still stuck in front of kunda... so i turned to see wat siwei was doing... he started nudging my arm, saying "oei, let me back in lah..." (or something like that) cos he was standing out of the line... hahahahaha... then of all things, we started arguing in front of kunda... lol... dunno whether he saw anot, but if he did, quite embarrassing... only when i threatened to remove his trademark mole then he finally "ok!" and lower his head... hahahahaah... so i turned back to kunda again and he still signing... but he signed finish and looked up at me again, so i did that "ganbatte" sign again, and this time he did it back... ^^

next is shuwei... connie, i really asked him oh! while he was signing, i called his name and he looked up...

me: 穿裙子的感觉怎样?
shuwei: *as usual, cannot hear but 主动 lean forward to listen to me* ??
me: *leans closer and repeats myself* 穿裙子的感觉怎样?
shuwei: 裙子?
me: yah, 昨晚金曲奖你穿了裙子啊... 感觉怎样?
shuwei: ohhh... 还好 leh...
me: *gives him a weird look* huh? 你穿裙子leh!
shuwei: *beams* 还好,还好... 真的不错 leh!
me: *bursts out laughing* ...

then i was moved on to milk already... seems like everyone all kena distracted by that wang yu jie lookalike... maybe she purposely de... hahahaha, she also ask me, but i was determined to talk to milk, so i juz 比 one finger and said "no, one..." to her then turn to milk le... but then i stand in front of him i suddenly dunno wat to say... i think i waved to him and said hello, and he waved back and said hi too... then i did that little rabbit sign again, and by that time dunno how come got someone in front of me, between me and milk, but i think i saw him doing it back... he quite cute, cos that person between us (i think is the wang yu jie lookalike?) so he even crane his neck to see over that person's shoulder to see me... ahahhahahaha... sho cute...

beak didn't really get any better but some of the gzry and the security guards were very nice.... they actually came all the way down to come and take a look at beak, and even offered to call the ambulance... of cos, we couldn't let them do that, cos beak's mom would find out, and beak's mom thinks she's at some NP thing... some more still got this crazy old kpoh auntie, kept hanging around and contradicting herself by saying "u shldn't crowd around her, give her more air..." hello, we know that, that's y we're fanning her! but unfortunately, it isn't helping cos the carbon dioxide ur passing out keeps getting in the way! grrr...

later, the 3 of us (me, jin and beak) went to suntec... we reach the convention hall the time juz nice eg came out to perform... dunno y, but when i watched them singing "yi zhi dao zui hou", suddenly felt very detached, like who are the ppl on stage? why have i been chasing them for so long? abt 2 yrs already, if u think abt... we've come such a long way w/ them, ever since 改版 "come on"... ppl have left, ppl have changed, new ppl have started liking them... and these new fans all so rude, dunno 规矩 one, all so kao bei, especially this particular girl, always see her screaming at everyone, swearing and shouting vulgarities, throw eg fans the face only... haiz...

but anyway, there i was, watching eg dreamily when kunda came over to my side to throw posters... the 2nd one he throw, his aiming damn 烂, throw clear over the crowd and land at the empty space rite next to me... in fact, it landed at my feet... however, i didn't bend down and pick up the poster... i was juz as stunned as the ppl in front of me, who juz turned around and stared at the poster as well... then suddenly, everyone started chiong-ing for the poster and i juz followed my instincts and bent down... immediately, my hand came in contact w/ the poster and ta-da! poster in my hands! :D it was such a magical feeling, like i wasn't even looking for the poster at all, i was still looking up at the ppl chiong-ing for the poster... wahahahah... so now, i have The Poster That Kunda Threw... :P

ou xiang xin deng chang nothing nice to talk abt... we got all sorts of weird ppl standing around us, and our view wasn't that good... we weren't able to see eg much either... so on the whole, nothing much lah...

btw, DANTOU JOINED 南拳把噗 ALREADY!!

see, he didn't let us down! cos jin passed a 烂 piece of paper to him in jb at the autograph session, ask him join, and he really joined! see, all the more reason u shld join such a wonderful jiazu... ^_^ i luuuuurve dantou... :P hehehe...

i'm SUCH a B person, so far, all my grades, all my assignments, get back all B... my marketing journal, my brochure, my gdf, all B... lol... hahahahaha... hope my med soc gets B too... cos if it's a worser grade (i'm so afraid i'll fail), i think i'll cry...