my grandma passed away on thurs nite at 9.23pm... we left the hospital after visiting her and juz reach home only when my dad got a phone call frm my aunt who'd stayed overnite to watch over her... then liddat found out that she juz passed away... i can't believe we missed her by juz 15min... if only we'd stayed abit longer... and to think that my youngest aunt was already on the plane abt to reach singapore... if only she'd hung on juz to let my aunt see her one last time...

everyone who's found out all keep asking whether i'm ok, so i'll say it again:
i'm fine!!
grrr... u all ah... very annoying to keep repeating to everyone that i'm fine leh...

so now i'm at the wake everyday then go home at around 12 or 1... this is the first time in days i'm actually online... and i've so much to say!! like...

how come sylvester's in final 2?!!!! HOW COME?!!! he should be out!!! ok, i know i love him alot, but i'd love it even more if olinda was in and not him... i'm serious!! he can sing well, but that's it! his diction sucks! although i lurved his rendition of that phantom of the opera song... ^^ *shakes head hard* wait, wat am i doing?? i'm supposed to be complaining abt how olinda shldn't be out of the competition!! that's it, taufik's definitely going to be THE singapore idol... sly, i'll see u in the chinese music industry then... hahahahahah...

sly was on new paper yesterday abt some money problems rite? i think the media's really stupid to let this all come out juz before the final 2 leh... damn STUPID... and my 2 little cousins frm US very cute, i bluff them that sly's my bf they really believe... but they think he's ugly... T_T and they kept taking pics of him in new paper w/ my hp and disfiguring his face by adding peanuts here and gua zis there... =.= now i have loads of pics of a disfigured sly in my hp... T_T