irritating little bugger... i've juz msg-ed my dad to block his no. frm my phone, then i'll finally have peace... but my dad called me back say cannot anyhow block... he knows abt that ILB and wanted to call him to stop harrassing me... he said next time juz ignore his msgs... hello! i've been ignoring his fucking msgs for dunno how many months now! see, he even ignores me when i tell him to stop msging me!!! wat issit w/ guys and their ego?! does he think i'm playing hard to get?!!! IT'S DISGUSTING!!! i really feel like quitting, i feel like changing my no., i feel like cutting off all ties w/ dome, if this is how it's going to get...

that asshole msg-ed me last nite to ask whether i still hate him, cos i suay suay had to work same shift as him last nite, and it was so obvious my face was totally black whenever i had to talk to him... my attitude was fine w/ heikel and adi, but not w/ him... isn't it obvious and a total hint that u shld back off and stop talking to me? i have no wish to talk to u at all! can't u get it into ur thick brain?? stop singing stupid songs which lyrics arrow at me, i dun fucking care! when i dun reply ur msgs, dun u fucking get it? or are u too dim to?

anyway, the one and only time i replied his msg was to tell him: "i want u to stop msging me." short and sweet, no? apparently, it's too complicated for his mind to understand, cos he msg-ed back "ok." and msg-ed another time later: "i'm sorry for all those times i hurt u. i won't msg u anymore."

HELLO?!! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS??? MY BOYFRIEND?!!! i have NEVER had a relationship w/ him, neither have i even WANTED to, for god's sakes man!!!!! all the time i've been staying away frm him, hinting that i have a bf juz to get him off my back, and HE THINKS HE HURT ME?!! tell this guy to get a life lah! he thinks i'm dying to get it on w/ him issit? ask him go pick up a bung lah, see how he tio, if he likes "tomboyish girls" so much... urgh, makes me immediately wanna change the way i behave, if these are the kind of guys i attract... it's DIGUSTING!! omigoooooooodddd, everytime i think abt it, i seriously wanna puke man...

so i replied again: "u did not hurt me at all, dun think too highly of urself. juz stop msg-ing me." nice and to the point, rite? again, apparently not to him... this sick fuck juz msg-ed me back w/ "who think too highly now?" like WTF??? wat did i say that has to do w/ his fucking reply??? his mind probably can't string coherent sentences together and probably thinks my reply means that i wanna jump his bones or something... this is disgusting, i can't even continue w/ this entry... i'm going to delete his disgusting testimonial now, sick fuck...