welcome to another episode of "Letters from Losers"! in this week's episode, we have a letter from the same old irritating colleague who sent a msg to yours truly via friendster... let's analyse it, shall we?

Subject: I last time...

Message:
Dear Angel,I dun think highly of myself!!! Maybe what i did do make you feel irritated. Or by tellin you I like you, make you hate me. coz i really do. I'm not really into BGR. Coz being in a relationship, i want it to last forever, i dunno if you are up to it. I really dun want you to hate me. I really miss the talks, the smilin happy you. Is it becoz what i did that take it all away? I really missed being friends with you. If its abt Stella, there's nothin between us. Anyway, why am i tellin you this? Its not as if you really like me... In this letter, i just wanna say i'm sorry, i really missed bein your friend. I'm sorry.I AM SORRY!!! Ari

[I'm not really into BGR. Coz being in a relationship, i want it to last forever, i dunno if you are up to it.]
er, did i say i wanted to be in a relationship w/ him? why does he keep thinking i wanna be his gf?? wat's going on in his sick, twisted, demented brain of his? i have a "boyfriend" and he's actually considering whether i'm up to being in a relationship w/ him... is he psycho or is he psycho?

[If its abt Stella, there's nothin between us.]
now he thinks i'm jealous of the "nothing" that's going on between him and stella... stella's this new part-timer that came into dome... she's my age and at first glance, she looks abit like me... and to clarify things, i've nothing against her and we can get along quite well... and another thing, i dunno wat rumours are going on abt him and stella, cos i dun really care abt gossip in my workplace... i'm not very close w/ my colleagues, like when they wanna go out at nite to eat supper or something, i will refuse to go, cos so late already, not bcos i dun wanna go... so liddat i'm not that close w/ them, and likewise, i dun care abt gossip... normally is edith tell me stuff that's circulating around work lah... besides, I DUN CARE ABT HIM!

[Anyway, why am i tellin you this? Its not as if you really like me...]
yah, since u know that, y are u still msg-ing me?

obviously he didn't understand the meaning of "leave me alone"... i wish he'll juz fuck off... i feel so disgusted, everytime i think abt it, i wanna puke... URGH...