I don't understand why everything must have to do with Alvin. Everytime my friends see me now, they'll only ask "How are things with you and Alvin?" or it's "So you and Alvin how?". I can lose track of the times in a day people ask me those questions. Yet, so few people ask about my day, or just ask about me.

I used to have a life before I got attached, and I still do! So why can't people see me as Angel, and not Angel+Alvin? When I bump into a friend on the way to somewhere, he/she will ask me whether I'm going to look for Alvin. Urgh, not everything's about him!!

And worse, I've been blur all my life right? But now, people seem to think that I'm blur because I'm too in love. You must be crazy!!! XQ got pissed off at me on MSN because I didn't understand what she was talking about. What pissed me off was when she said this: "Talk to you can die. You're so into your Alvin." I thought she knew me better, that I won't lose my head over a relationship.

Yes, I love Alvin, but I'm not 'so into him' that I will become so dead to the world ok? If I'm blur, it's because I've always been blur, and not because I'm daydreaming about him all the time!

I am Angel Yong. I am not just 'Alvin's girlfriend'.