SubComm Training Camp was shit. Really. I totally hated it. So much in fact, that I actually started crying just before the camp started. I hated it like dunno what lah.

Many thanks to YY, who was always there for me to complain to (and I had many complaints).

To Tattie, whose comforting pat on the head meant so much more than any amount of words could.

To Jodin, who kept asking me whether I was ok whenever he noticed something wrong with me. I know I'd always answer "No, nothing." but it was still nice to know he cared.

To Alan, who always makes me smile. I can never stop laughing whenever I'm around him, I dunno why.

To Linggie, whom I always stuck to, and always commiserated with over the un-rahrahness of our empire.

But thinking back on it, the peeps from Hershey's are really not that bad. There was the crazy Leomingrennard (who was super like Ming Ren in any way possible, and had a self-proclaimed crush on Guang), Toby (who always saboh me), Selene (the girl I was closest to in Hershey's, other than Linggie, and also turned out to be Beatrice's friend), and Maryam, this really cool girl whom I always explain what it means everytime someone speaks in Chinese. Hahaha...

Basically, the camp sucked because I did not exist in your eyes. And it hurt, because just a smile from you would make everything better, but there was no smile, not even a glance.

This is the first time I'm back from a camp without being "oei" here and there, and the first time I've actually been un-rahrah during a camp.

But there will be a first time for everything. Just like how this is the first time I'm actually thinking that maybe we won't last.

And special thanks to Da Pao, whom I poured out everything to at night. I almost cried, but I definitely felt better. Thanks! *a million hugz*