I was relieved when I saw Blogger was down, then I wouldn't have to post this entry, forget about it, and maybe I'll forget everything. But I tried again and Blogger was up again, so I still have to post this entry.

Sometimes, I get really tired of this relationship. I want to be out of it. I want to be happy again, like how I used to be last time, 无忧无虑.

It's unfair to him, I know that, because he doesn't know how I feel about this. But it's hard to tell him things. I know you'll say "How can you say that when you've never tried?", and it's true. But the problem lies within me. I just can't get over this barrier inside, I can't tell him how I really feel. And it's the same with everyone, really. But that's not the point. The point is, I'm really tired.

But maybe I'll feel better tomorrow. Because I don't want to let go, not yet.

爱一个人其实真的很简单，
可是当你爱的人爱上你时，
爱情就变得很复杂。