31/09/05 (Friday)

I-Guides meeting was unfruitful for me. I know I wanted to be Programme Head, but I just didn't have the guts to raise my hand when they asked for volunteers. So Zhang Lao got it in the end, but I'm happy for him too. I have always thought he'd be a better Programme Head than me anyway. =)

And anyway, I'm thankful he asked me which comm I wanted to be in at the chalet. Maybe that was why he chose me as his assistant? We'll be the best team ever, the 3 of us: Me, Robin and Paul. Mervin's also part of our team actually, but no one seems to like him much. They were pushing him back and forth between all the comms. No, he wasn't there, which explains all the pushing. Hahaha...

01/10/05 (Saturday)

Went to Jodin's church bbq. Li Ping was supposed to be there, but she was at a class gathering and forgot about it.

The peeps there were nice, quite funny. Brother thinks I can fit in well with them. Hahaha... But yeah, they're really nice peeps. My only regret was that I was quite down, so couldn't really enjoy myself with them. But thanks anyway, Jodin, for inviting me there. Can't wait to go to your church again on Sunday.

04/10/05 (Tuesday)

Went to watch 'Corpse Bride' with Weiqi. Urgh, it's a terrible show. I was so excited to watch it, but when I did get to watch it, I was so disappointed. The movie is only 1hr 20min long, the plot is lame, and it's really hard to keep track of what goes on in the movie, 'cos the graphics are so detailed, and you want to look at each character closely and in detail.

Yeah, so what really makes it work is the graphics. They're damn good. And I still like Johnny Depp. His voice is really damn cool lah, I dunno why it intrigues me so much. Hahaha...

And there was this guy beside me who was damn irritating, he actually had a phone conversation during the movie. At first, when he was talking, it didn't really register with me, but when it continued for some time, I finally realised he'd been talking for some time now, and not even in whispered tones too. I gave a loud 'Ahem!' and he hesitated. But he continued talking for another minute before he hung up!! Kaoz, people are so inconsiderate these days.

Had dinner at the foodcourt and I saw Peihua! She saw me and immediately asked what was wrong. So obvious meh? But I was really thinking about sad stuff before I saw her, and teared abit. Was really happy to see her though. ^^

After another trip to Bugis Street with Weiqi, I finally got the top I needed for the wedding. But it's lacy. Someone save me. T_T Weiqi, must buy something next time you go out with me lah!





Wah, Weiqi becoming prettier le. =D

05/10/05 (Wednesday)

I hate being pang-seh-ed, let me make this clear. It's ok if you're late, even if you don't let me know beforehand that you'll be late. I'm even willing to wait an hour, the most an hour and a half. But I hate being pang-seh-ed.

Li Ping, I guess you know I was quite pissed off to find out you won't be going to church with me, even though you promised a long time ago. I didn't stay long on the phone with you because I knew I'd say things I'd regret later. But I've forgiven you now.

She wasn't the only one who pang-seh-ed me that night, which was why I was so pissed off. Alvin also pang-seh-ed me. He told me he'd come pick me up after my work that night, but he msg-ed around 9+ to say he won't be able to come 'cos of delays in rehearsals. My heart really sank when I read that msg, but why am I not surprised? It's becoming more regular anyway, and although I was very happy that night and anticipating his arrival, I told myself not to get my hopes too high.

And I was right. I don't even have the rights to make a big fuss because I understand his reason, and I'd just be childish if I kick up a fuss about it. But sometimes I wish I can make a fuss, so I can feel special. Because sometimes I feel as if I'm not one of his priorities anymore, or if I even was in the first place, if he can go for weeks without seeing me or even wanting to see me.