I've managed to catch a momentary breath before I'll carry on pia-ing with the rest of the stuff.

Thank goodness SingleCam proposal deadlines have been met, or I can just forget about sleeping early for days to come. For the days that led up to that deadline, I was sleeping at 3am yesterday and getting flak from my dad and brother. The mood I was in was affecting everyone around me, I think.

Now it's on to RadioPro (doing it later, but what am I still doing at home??), Multimedia (JY, please don't get sick this time! I managed to get a car! =D) and SingleCam filming. Phew, hectic sem, but still very fun. =) Not regretting it, but I just wish I can have time to take a breather. =(

I-Guides workshop on Sat was really screwed up, all thanks to me. No matter what the others said, I still believe it's my fault, and they probably know it deep down too. I'm not running away from the responsibility. I'm just thankful the walkie was found. But I can't make up for the Log Subcomms mistake, and I'm sorry about that.

What's worse, I was so disappointed when I was watching the finale of the workshop. We're I-Guides, and yet we're letting people from other constituency clubs lead the crowd. We were unable to control them and they were able to. Haiz. I don't mind that it was SU, but imagine if it were people from other polys? What would that shown about our leadership skills?

But that's our fault too. Prog people should have had more initiative. Sorry.

Already felt like such a failure, and felt even worse after talking to Alvin later. I really hate talking to him, 'cos he's so full of goals and my life's like meaningless, compared to his. If you look at his life and his future, you'd probably think he's going to go very far. Better stop praising him, or his head will inflate. -.-

I've become a rubbish bin to him though, but I asked for it. Tsk.

Celebrated Lao Die's birthday on Sunday. It was really crazy. Ate at town in Swensen's (I took pics of all the food so Diana can lao nua later), then cabbed back to Serangoon so that everyone could change clothes. Met at Sarah court later and played our filled-with-crazy-laughter matches.

It's been a long time since we've had matches like those, 'cos Sally and I are very particular about playing bball. Must have only our own people. If there are outside people, we will withdraw and start stoning instead of playing properly. There were no lights (it was close to 11pm), but we had the whole court to ourself and it felt damn good! ^^

There was abit of trouble later when going to buy tao huay and tao huay zui. There were 4 people, but only 3 bikes! All my fault, 'cos I thought I'd wanna go home after playing bball. In the end, Xiaomei and I waited for Lao Die and Lao Di to buy the dessert, while we waited for them at a bus stop. Then I took over Lao Di's bike so Xiaomei could tompang her and we went back to to Xiaomei's house.

We ate cake, instant noodles, and tao huay there. So shiok! =) And we played mahjong until 4am. I was nodding over my tiles. But I was the richest person there! Hehehe... But because I was so tired, I coudn't be bothered to win anymore. Lol... We stopped at 4am, 'cos I was literally sleeping in between turns.

My mom was quite pissed off that I didn't return home that night. But I've no regrets! =)

What I wished for really did come true. I'm glad you took the first step.