This was a day of tests, in every sense of the word.

First was the RadioPro skills test. I took a cab to school 'cos I thought I was late (I've been cabbing too many times recently. I should stop), but it turned out that the whole class didn't have to be there at 8am. We just had to be there when it was our turn to take the test.

So I was left with one and a half hours to do nothing. I was so tired too. By the time I got back to the studio, I didn't have enough time to prepare much. Obviously when I went in, I totally panicked and screwed the whole test up. Ethan Guo said so too. Haiz.

I really hate myself. I always did so much better in tutorials trying the system out, but when it boils down to the real thing, I screw everything up. And the instructions were actually pretty straightforward and simple! I thought they'd be much more difficult.

But I still screwed it up anyway. I ended the song immediately instead of letting it end (I clicked the wrong button), ended a commercial the same way too, ad-libbed like shit (I even sighed into the mike on air), forgot to read the weather outro, screamed softly to myself everytime I was off air, and I also committed the world's ultimate no-no in RadioPro.

I grabbed the mike. I grabbed the damn mike.

Ethan Guo and Mrs Nah told everyone that they absolutely hated students doing that. DJs don't do it either.

But I wasn't pissed at myself because I did something that the tutors hate. I was pissed because I grabbed the mike even though I usually do not do it at all. I always prided myself on the fact that while others might have this bad habit during tutorial, I knew I never would.

I guess it never pays to be too confident of yourself. After I ended, Ethan Guo remained in a stunned silence for a few seconds. I turned to him and said, "That was terrible, huh?"

"Yeah, you kinda screwed up the whole test," he said.

I despise myself and my academic results this sem. I even got a warning letter. My first warning letter!

Anyway, the French test went surprisingly well. Why did I do better in a CDS subject than in a Core subject? So maddening, when a CDS doesn't matter as much as a Core does. Haiz...

I really like Guilliano as my teacher though. He's damn cute. Er, not in the looks way. As in, I like talking to him. =) I think he'll probably remember me, Matty and Eliza for life, because we always come up with crazy stuff in his class.

Speaking of which, today could be counted the last day for French CDS lessons. I never expected I'd have so much fun with my classmates. Really.

I remember when I first went into class, I didn't recognise a single face except Naomi's, and I'm not even close to her. I thought I was going to be miserable, 'cos my class seemed kinda quiet. Then I sat with Matt and Eliza, and they were super funny and crazy! Had such a good time with them from that day onwards. Awww... I just love the HTM people in my class ('cos it includes Naomi and the other girl, whose name I forget, lol).

I was staring at the super heavy rain while I was outside the library today, and I was sort of dying to just stand in the rain and get wet. Just stand in it and feel the rain on my face. Well, my wish was sorta answered later, when Jason and I had to run through the freaking downpour (is it even logical to rain so heavily so many times in the day?!) from Design to Business.

Wish I had the freedom to just stop running and stand there getting pelted though. Oh well, getting half-drenched is better than nothing. Lol...

I think I'm slowly losing my friends. I don't want it to happen, but it just seems like it. Maybe I just don't try hard enough to hold onto the friendship?

Turning my back actually helped. Out of sight, out of mind.