When I re-read my most recent entry (this is it's edited version), I realised I really shouldn't be that vulgar.

But if I'm not vulgar in my blog, where else can I throw my tantrums? Fuck care lah, I'll type whatever I wanna type. It's up to you whether you wanna read it.

I really do have a short temper hor? Kelly commented on it the other day at work, 'cos I always go up to the bar mumbling and grumbling about some stupid customer who pissed me off again. Like what happened today!!!!

Dammit lah, that stupid woman. So dumb. I work here, how would I know what dish is nice to eat? You think I get to eat everything on the menu meh? Bloody stupid man. Plus she didn't even ask me what's nice to eat in which category, she asked me what's nice in the WHOLE menu.

The menu has over 30 dishes!! You want me to go through every single one, you stupid ass?!

I could go on forever, moaning and groaning about all the stupid people in the world who just happen to come to Dome everytime it's my shift, but I sense you won't be interested in reading about them anyway. I repeat myself after awhile, because I get the same stupid customers doing the same stupid things.

Important thing to note:

I suck at mahjong when I'm playing for money.

I'm always the biggest loser! Urgh, I can't stand it man. Went to Cal's house with Alan and Tattie yesterday to play mahjong.

Cal picked me up at my house. He drives! Xat lah, I wish I can drive too. But no money to buy car, no point getting a license. =( I didn't know that topping up your oil cost so much. $75! OMG... On the way to his house, I saw this weird taxi driver.



Tell me, what's the cardboard for? I thought only girls wanted to stay white! It seems like it's the in thing for taxi uncles to be white too. LOL...

We played 2 rounds, and at least I managed to recoup abit of my losses in the 2nd round. I think my bad luck is due to Ah Ji, man. Seriously.

The other time (the night of the first day of Orientation Week Zero) I was at Eddie's house playing mahjong for money with YY and Ah Ji, he (meaning Ah Ji) was sitting on my left, and I was the biggest loser for that day. I now owe him $10. =(

Yesterday, he sat on my left again, and I was the biggest loser again. *sobz*

People tend to go crazy and talk to themselves during mahjong sessions. At Eddie's house, we mumbled cheer after cheer while rushing through each game. It was the same thing at Cal's house. I couldn't stop laughing at the craziness.

Anyway, Cal has a nice mom, and all of us (including his mom) went to Geylang after our mahjong session to have a dinper of dim sum. Dinper means dinner-cum-supper.

My 2nd year in TP has really been one of many emotional ups and downs. It's been both the happiest and saddest (one of) year in my life. I can't believe how many friends I'll be losing. I have lost, actually. People are dropping out of TP left and right, or they're graduating. I just found out from Han's blog that Guan will be leaving TP too.

Damn, feel like crying right now. Guan's one of my favourite people in SU! And I realise now that every time I go clubbing, it's always with him. I always have so much fun whenever he's around. *sobz* Bye bye, Guan. I'll miss you. Please come back to visit us!!

Why do you always have to be so negative about yourself? It really pains me. After months, we finally get back in contact, and I see you like that. It saddens my heart. =(