Argh... No no no, I can't stand it! then sit down That girl on Soompi is so freaking lucky!!

I bet you don't know what I'm freaking out about. Oh well, if you can understand my mad rantings in this entry, lucky you. If not, too bad.

I'd die if I were her, seriously, I'd die. I'd freeze up or something. But I know I won't be able to meet them face to face anyway. Don't even talk about the language barrier man. -.- Still got finance barrier also. WAHAHAHA... And talents/skills barrier too. =P

But OMG... What I'd give to be a Korean. T_T Everyone has a chance to meet whoever they want, as long as there is M.Net After School Of Rock around. Hahahaha... After watching the SS501 episode, I really think anything is possible, as long as you can read, write, and speak the language, and you're in that country. LOL...

OMG... I wanna be her. No, wait. I don't actually want too. The stress is very bad. It's even worse than wanting to see Energy, or Jay. No wait, wanting to see Jay brings the same stress. 'Cos they're all so talented, I guess? And they have that star quality there. The thing that makes you literally freeze in front of them, turns you into a statue. Makes you become unable to even imagine meeting them, 'cos it's just not possible. Believe me, it has happened before. We still laugh about it when we reminisce.

Nevertheless, the memories in KL can never be replaced. Unless the ones replacing them are better! =D Then I have absolutely no problem with it. Dammit, didn't even get to see SuJu in KL too. Tsk. The tuition girl makes me wanna grind my teeth in jealousy too.

It's bad to fall so head over heels with the unattainable. Maybe that's why they're gasoos, and we're not. =( And why is everyone I know suddenly crazy over them? Though I'm one of those people as well. =P Think those old birds must be boiling by now. Hahaha...

I just wish for this stupid phase to be all over. It's painful to reach like mad for something that I can't have, knowing that I can never have it.

Dreaming never hurt anybody. ^^