Went to watch that new Jack Neo movie with Xiaomei today! What's it called? 'Follow Law'?

Anyway, the script was really good. Especially loved that Indian security guard. He was totally hilarious! But the editing and the soundtrack was very very disappointing. I would've expected more quality work from Jack Neo, but... Guess not?

There were quite a few jump cuts and audio kept getting cut off at the beginning of some scenes. And the songs on the soundtrack were really good, but just no link to the scenes at all! All in all, I'd say the production was quite a waste of a good script.

Fann Wong's English cracks me up though. Hahaha... Try to sound perfect but cannot make it. =P

The only blip in my otherwise ok day was the 13 bucks I had to pay that taxi driver. It's damn 冤枉 money ok. T_T

Xiaomei treated me to Secret Recipe, and in return, she had a good laugh at me as I recounted the stupid things I did, both yesterday, and on Tuesday.

Which again, is making my stomach feel all queasy again. I guess this really is the end. No matter how much I wanna fight for it (do I really wanna fight for this?), I'm left with no choice but to walk away from it. There's really no other way out.

Please don't blame me. I wanna be a happier person. Maybe I'll finally be happy again when I've walked away from all this.

Because tell me, how do you believe in someone who keeps breaking your trust over and over again, even after you forgave the person unconditionally each time? Maybe this really is the last straw. It wasn't something big, but then again, small things always accumulate, don't they? And they certainly have, for you. Not to mention the stupid thing I did as well.

I've lived in fear for the past few days when I shouldn't be. Admitting this to myself isn't going to stop my heart from jolting each time I get a message or receive a call. It isn't going to take away the fear inside, each time I step out of my house. But at least this admittance puts me on the first step to walking away from everything.

Because I don't wanna be important anymore. Not if it hurts so bad.