/free me
A N G E L
T P C M M
1 2 . 0 8 . 8 7

[x] Loves Yunnie and his moobs.
[x] Thinks Jae is the prettiest boy on earth.
[x] Adores the bubble-butt's butt (and his voice).
[x] Disgusted by Chunnie's slime, but loves him unconditionally. No, REALLY.
[x] Minnie is da MAN!

/gossip


/loves

Abby
Adelene
Ah Fat
Ah Gong
Ah Tan
Alan
Alison
Alvin
Andrew

Beak
Beatrice
Beatrice
Belinda
Birdy
Boy Boy
Boyfriend
Brandon

Caleb
Cassandra
Charlene
Charles
Chee Wee
Cherie
Cheryl
Cheryl
Chuckie
Con
Crystal

Dada
Danielle
Darice
Denise
Derek
Di

Elaine
Elaine
Elene
Emelia
En
Eng Meng
Eric

Farhan
Fazly
Flannery
Francis

Gavin
Genevieve
Glenn
Guan Peng
Guang

Han
Han Ee
Hannah
Han Wei
HPY
Huileng
Hwee Ching

Jacq
James
Jarm
Jason
Jeanette
Jessica
Jiayi
Jiexian
Jinghui
Joanna
Jodin
Julia
JY

Kai
Katherine
Kazumi
KC
Keat
Kegan
Kit
Krystal

Lai Hock
Larrina
Lay Kuan
Leonard
Lindee

Mel Mel
Moo
Mr Tan

Nat
Nisa
Nor Nor

Ou Yang

Pammie
Pei Hui
Peiqi

Saf
Sally
Sarah
Sharon
Shawn
Shaz
Shep
Sherry
Shi Qian
Shuyi
Siok
6 Jays
Songda
Suting

Teddy
Terence
Tiffany
Ting
Tom
Tric
Trina
Twinnie

Vicnan
Victor

Winsor

Xiaofen
Xiuhui

Yali
Yao Ming
Yasin
Yee Ping
Yong Zhuang
Yvonne
YY

/past

x

skin by heroine
Sunday, April 15, 2007
The Long Emo Post


I cut my hair short today. You'd probably think I did it to signify the end of life in TP and a new beginning without it. That's probably half true, I don't know. Actually, I just decided to cut my hair because I felt like it. Too bad it kinda looks sucky. -.-"

I sat in front of my computer for a long time, thinking of what to write. Seriously, I really don't know where to start.

The last 6 days have been the most memorable ones in my life. Even though I envy the GLs for being able to make new friends with the freshies and amongst each other, I have no regrets, 'cos I got to know a bunch of amazing people as a Programmer.

Maopong
It's been 3 years since I first met you. Thanks for being there every step of the way. Your experience and advice in Prog helped me a lot in the past 6 days, and the late night talks and whispered secrets every chance we got kept me strong. Our favourite phrase: "Let's talk about this later." Words alone are not enough to describe what I wanna say. You put a smile on my face, darling.

Mel
I can't remember when I first met you, same as how I can't remember when I first met Mao, but the earliest memory I have of you is back in FOW/FOC 04/05, when you were the HGL of Neon. If you can remember when, tell me. =)
Thanks too, for the late night talks and whispered secrets. I'm glad you trusted me enough to confide in me. I'll try to keep my promise to you as well. Thanks for offering to accompany me to do that one last thing on the last day, though I chickened out. I managed to do it later though. =) Maybe after this, we'll finally be able to be strong without them.

Stephie
Thanks for telling me what I need to know that night. =) Those Argon memories will always stay forever in my heart. Ooh! And the bitching sessions about your "course couple" too! Hahaha... Plus fangirling over Hana Kimi in the labs. =P I love you, my dear.

Ga Zeh
I know how much you've gone through since you've joined Prog, and I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to help improve the situation. I am and always have been on your side though, and I know you know it too. We go waaaay back to our Year 1 TPSU Subcomm days. =) In fact, you were the first person to intro me to Jodin! I'll miss you dearly. =( We'll have a Wah Lau Eh Gang gathering soon, I promise! And I'll make sure to invite our fanclub idol. =P

Bea
Thanks for the fun and laughter in camp! Plus your precious hair-drier too! Hahaha... Sorry for hogging it that time. =P You're one of my darling freshies! ^^ CDC-CCC Polytechnic Bursary! HAHAHA... CIAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOO!!!

Val
You cuuuuuuuute, adorable girl! *pinches your cheeks*

Vonn-vonn
My baby! Your Ah Bu Bu will miss you so much! You're the best partner a Programmer could ever have. =) I really enjoyed that chat we had on FOC Day 2 while waiting for our first empire. =) Thanks too, for trusting me. Be happy! And let me know if anything happens. ;)

Abby
My dear Nu Er! You freaking lovely girl! I hereby transfer my Stupong title to you. Please carry on the Stupong tradition in TP! HAHAHAHA... Stop falling asleep with your mouth open, ok? It's so ugly! Hahaha... And make sure my Nu Xu takes care of you well. If he doesn't, I'll be the first to whack him. =)

Shep
I'm grateful to Saf for intro-ing me to you, even though I got you into the worst club ever imagined. HAHAHA... I bet you loved I-Guides, didn't you? WAHAHA... Thanks for making me laugh all the time. Seriously, there's never a dull moment when you're around. =P I can't imagine life in TP without you man. I'll never forget our short-lived memories in I-Guides, as mascots, as subcomms in FO 06/07, and later Progs in FO 07/08. Even though I told you that I can't believe you're a law student, I'm sure you'd make the best lawyer ever. Just look at the number of times you shoot me and leave me unable to come up with a good enough comeback. -.-" You're the best bud a girl could ever have! =)

To Glenn, Elene and Xiuhui, you guys did a wonderful job as heads! I’ll really miss you guys! T_T

And to all the other loveable peeps in Prog: Gary, Tom, John, Han Lin, Gen, Charlene (I know you have a crush on my brother ok! =P), Wei Ping (my beloved hubby, because you called me your beloved wife =P), Steven, Ridhwan, Hazwan, and even Kenneth who keeps bullying me, I love you all! I’m glad that I had the chance to know you in Prog. =)

I feel quite bad about shooting that ‘Beautiful Girl’ during debrief all the time. I think she was going through some tough times personally, and nobody really needs other people adding onto their grief. Though I don’t think she really understood that I was being sarcastic back then, I still wanna apologize for being so mean.

Ok, now back to recounting the memorable FOW/FOC events:

1) The unresponsive Zilton in FOW
My goodness! It was so demoralizing trying to make them cheer! T__________T And Zilra was my favourite empire too! =(

2) Han Lin’s WTF
Priceless, that one. Everytime I see him now, all that goes through my head is “What the fuck?!” to the tune of ‘Wind It Up’.

3) Crazy Progs and ‘The Call’
Ours is the only subcomm you’ll find who sing National Day community songs at the top of our voices when we’re supposed to be having a debrief. =P Plus Shep’s MSN wink performed in real-life action that makes us crack up each time he does it, and ‘The Call’. I think Han Lin’s super afraid of that song now. =P

4) PP
Thought I’d forgotten to mention him, didn’t you? =P Hurhurhur… Maopong ah, Maopong. I’m sorry I accidentally called him PP when I hugged him on the last night. HAHAHA… But seeing how he’s such a TTPP, I don’t think he’ll get it anyway. =P

5) Bitching sessions
At SDC Level 1 and over supper. Really, we bitch about anything under the sun. WAHAHAHA… It’s fun, though.

6) Cam-whoring
I only managed to be there for one cam-whoring session at the foot reflexology park that night. =P The rest of the time, I was always hidden in my sleeping bag, dead to the world. LOL! Mel almost stepped on me too, ‘cos she thought I wasn’t there!

7) The Ngor Hiang cheer
Lai Hock has too much time on his hands. HAHAHA… Eh, Hock! How come Performance Night you were cheering without one slipper??

8) The ‘pleasingly irritating’ incident
It was revolting, yet in some way, fascinating, to keep recounting that incident. =P

9) Bookshop restocking sessions
According to Val, we are restocking our “sapalai”. =P We say that, but we still end up finishing all our food within 2 hours. It’s very sad lah! We gained weight instead of losing weight during camp!

Kinda disappointed that there was no Final Clash, but truth to tell, I’m all for it. This tradition has become somewhat of a chore, and I don’t think anyone enjoys it anymore. Oh look! It rhymes! LOL… Wish there’s a new game that could become the tradition instead. Anyway, I was super sad that there were no opposite school or Tampines Central games! ARGH! They were the highlight of my life ok! Just think of the bubble tea and snacks we could’ve gotten!

The Similar Slippers gang. Anti-clockwise from left (the one with the logo): John, Me, Mel, Val.

Hazwan in only his leggings!


It was (and still is) a traumatizing experience for me. =( He performed synchro swimming for me though! Wahaha...

Here's Ter's Mr. Darlie face, in case none of you managed to get him to do it during Hunt-gry.

One of the Hunt-gry items was to drool over a beauty. This guy (and a few others) from Ophium really did it. Extra points! =P

Subcomms rawk my sawks. =D

My beloved Proggers! =)


These guys crack me up every time I go to Zilra. I love your pickup lines, and especially that pickup line cheer! =)









He was very, very sleepy when we took this pic.




M-M-M-M-C! Too bad Linggie hadn't arrived yet. =(





Fang Yong! You cry too much! Hahaha...



Ophium freshies! From the sub-empire I took for FOC's Hunt-gry. The girl in blue hair's really cute. For some reason, she suddenly hooked my arm and started chatting with me on the way to the bridge. LOL!


Farhan's really freaking adorable lah! HAHAHA... He looks like a manga character, really!





Funny lah, his eyes are half-closed. =P But my camera's flash is really bad. LOL...





You can't see it, but Raymond had his tongue out in this picture. It was GROSS!!!



He was so sleepy he accidentally kissed me when we hugged. LOL! On the cheek lah! Hahaha...


Another eyes half-closed picture. =P



My grandbaby!



















They're really too gay lah! Hahahaha...






Seriously, I don't understand why people say we look alike. -.-"





And to the SU graduates who made my life in TP very special, thank you:
Tattie
Ah Ji
Jodin
Kazumi
YY
Linggie
Wei Qi
Alvin
Maopong
Stephie
Ga Zeh
Da Pao
Mel Mel
Clifton
Weisheng
Li Ping (my stupong sister)
Ter
Victor (who makes me laugh all the time)
Yisheng (you’ve become a legend!)
Keong

My heart hurts everytime I think about the last day of FO. In TP, I gained so many friendships, a love that didn't last long, and to top it all off, the things I'll miss most of all are the maggi mee goreng and half-boiled eggs from BizPark! I can't believe I only found out about their existence in my last semester in TP. =( Goodbye, my beloved food. I'll think about you when I eat low standard maggi mee goreng and half-boiled eggs outside. And Mensa Western! *sigh*

Goodbye TP, I'll miss you. You're my love. =)